Saturday, May 06, 2006
trying....
Entry at 7:10 AM
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
IM BACK! Due tO PoPuLar dEmAnd (lOok at thE tAggiEs) LoLs~
Hmmm, just a quick recap on the events that happen after 16km rM which is with the entry before this. Lemme think, after 16km.. we had range, sOc, 24km and POP! Got marksman for the range and got an early book out ^^v . Completed SoC but didnt go for the test (MC) . SkipPed 24km (MC) . tHen PAssED OUT aFter pAssinG my IPPT. Haha, so bad.. addicted to MCs but hEy i was really siCk.. reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally. =D
And thats for what happened so far in NS.
Damn its like a month since ivE bloggEd.. what To writE sia. Letsseeee.. *goes tO bAby's blOg*
OHH~ 24th fEb - yB aTtEmptEd a tEst on mE. We chatted on the fone at night while I was in camp, as usual. Then she suddenly asked for a breakuP, *stunned* i pauseD fOr a lonG timE dEn aSKeD wHy~ shE saId i Didnt haF eNough timE fOr hEr.. iT made my worries turn reality and I actually believed shes asking for a breakuP. =.= aFter shE told me why, im still trying to recover from the "stun-ness". tiLl shE told me shes just trying to test mE. pHew *wiPes sweAt* , otherwise i really wouldnt have anything to say. ANYWAY, WHATS THE TEST FOR? xD maKing fuN of me only..
26th fEb - bOoked out on 25th bUt was tOo tired to go anywhere. yB went to her sis's chalet at pasir ris, actually wanted to go but felt so lethargic (actually i think its becoz her parents were there -_^). We tO waTch bAyside ShAkedOwn the nExt day(26th fEb), lAme but gooD shOw~ like all the jap shoWs, exaggerating but fun! stiLl like GTO most! hEh, dunno hOw i maDe up my minD to go to her sis's chalet after the moviE. Saw her 2 sisters, brother and sister's boyfriends and boyfriend's friends. HAH! okAyyyy. Feel so extra, sooo extra. But it wasnt that bad, went for a walk to the beach den slept on her laps for about 45mins, too comfortable le fell asleep imme after lyin on her laps. HAha~ aFter that tOok thE wrong route back to the chalet, the LONG route =P. Went back to the chalet, and continued sleeping. Complain i woke her up from her slp sia! =(
27th fEb - thE moRning, havE to bOok out from the chAlet otherwise i surE would wannA continuE slpin for likE 4evA! LoL. Went to waTch assAult on precinct 13 after that, cOoL show~ But i thiNk surE got ppl comPLain buDget moviE! hahA. hAd to BoOK in to cAmp that nighT whiCh i diDnt.. cOz.. 28th fEb is the last day oF the monTh. ToOk MC and prepared for 28th. She got angry that night, she thought i forgotten about something.. LoL~ i put in so much effort fOr it de lor~
28tH fEb - wEnt tO bUy ChoColAteS! gAve her a soFt tOy and choColates fOr our aNniversArY~ 1month. She thought i forgot, how cOuld i~ LoL.
2nD maRch - yB got emotional. shE kept thinking about when we're gonna break uP, anD afrAid of bEing hurt. shEs thinking thAt sooNer or lAter we'll brEak uP and y nOt brEak now rather den later when we are really committed. *sweAts* gOt the meSsage in thE morninG, thinking/worrying about it till i got back tO my buNk. AsSurEd her by pRomisin thAt whATevEr hApPens i WonT mAke hEr cRy. Makes sEnse riTe, i cAnt givE 100% assurance tHAt we wOnt break Up in thE futurE or AnythinG likE thAt or evEn if i diD it wouldvE soUndeD fAke. sO whatever happenS even iF we broKE, shE wont bE crYing =)
ARGGGG ACTUALLY! jUSt gO lOok aT yB's bLoG la.. evErythinG's theRE! *shIt mEANs im spEnDing toO muCh timE wiTh hEr* LoL~!
bEen plAyinG RosE onLinE (www.roseon.com) quIte nicE~! gOOd grAphiCs gOod gAme plAy good mmO. EnJoy.
Entry at 10:04 PM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
*yAwN n stRetChes* 16kM rOaDmArch complEteD~ wEee
lEsSons during this wEek in nS weRe kindA boRinG, pRactices after practices for rAnge whiCh we r gOnna be doinG the reAl thinG next weEk. thEn its thE 16km rOadmArch~ it wAsnt As baD as eXpectEd cOz we weRe sinGing pOp sonGs whilE mArcHinG, DEFINATELY BEATS ArMy sonGs! LoL..
bAby gOt intO a fiGht wiTh tHat bAstARd aDi on the pHoNe, wAs quItE wOrriEd iniTiaLly bUt it sEems that tHat wUss wOnt dAre to dO aNythinG anywAy. xD gO tO bAby's bloG cAn sEe wAd u wAnnA nOe abouT thiS chArActer ADi, bAstArdiSm aT its bEst.
Then IntO thE wEek, gOt a mEssaGe fRom bAbY sAying tHat shE wAs plAyinG wiF hEr frEns dEn shE gOt theSe bruIsEs on hEr ArMs fRom tEeth biTes. O_o guEsS wAd, hAlf wAy throuGh bEinG wOrrIed i Got rEaLLy cuRiouS. SomEonE bIT yOu?! sO hArD thAt it bRUisEs?! yEah anD shE sAid hEr frEns n hEr gOt aLittLE cRaZy n sO thEy wErE bitinG eAch othEr n sHE goT it woRsT. sO nOw u woulD thiNk shE plAyEd wiF hEr girL frEns ritE? NoOo, thEy werE gUys! yEah nOw im piSsEd oFf, bUt bAby sAid thE 2 guYs arE hEr cLosE frEns.. sO waDevA. JuSt toLd hEr not tO plAy tiLl liddAt AgAin. thE wAy shE dEscribEd hEr brUisEs maDe mE so woRriEd anD thEn i sAw it yEsterdAy. *SHOCKED* iT wAs sO bAd lOr.. bLAh dOnt waN sAy le.. itS gEttinG bettA at leAst.
yEsteRday bOokEd ouT~ hitChed a riDe frOm a cAmpmate's pArEnts bUt iLL hAf to aLighT aT uBi arEa whiCh waS suppoSed to bE goOD beCoz ill juSt tAke a sHort buS ridE frOm thErE. 1St whEn i aLightEd wiTh 1 of my frEns wHo stAys thErE i gOt alittlE sAd becOz thE buSstOp wAs quitE fAr awAy. sO i wAlked tO thE busstOp, tOok oUt my wAllEt *OH SHIT EZLINK NO MONEY! OH NO NOT ENOUGH COINS!* hAd tO cAll thE frEn livInG theRE to comE doWn, aNd i haD to wAlk to whErE i stArtEd waLkinG anD baCk. T_T
rEachEd homE, wEnt tO usE thE compUteR.. chEckEd oUt soMe sTuFf whiLe wAitinG foR bAbY to cOmE. sHes givIn mE mY vAlentinEs dAy prEzzIe and sAid shE woulDve tO comE to my plaCe to givE it tO mE. sO i thOught it wAs biG. nExt whilE i wAs chEckinG out heR bloG beforE shE cAme to my plaCe, sHe WrotE thE stuFfs shE wAnnA givE on her bloG~ LoLs. oNly diD a scAn thRough n i sAw a SofT tOy anD stArs shE spEnt aLot of timE foLdin. sO touCheD~ ThEn shE cAme n pAssEd me a bOx, hmmm roughLy thE siZe of a 15inch monitoR. yEah biG box. tHe dOggiE sO cUtE! sHe gOt quitE alOt of stUff fOr mE, thE dOggiE, aDidAs cOlOgnE, a pEn*sPeciAL de* aNd 130 sTARs!~ sO mAny siA.. xD mAke mE guIlty oNly.. cOz i onLy goT her A nEcklAce n a cArd. btW thANks bAbY~! LOvE u aLwAys *MuaCks*
hmmm sO wE wEnt orChARd to wAtcH hIde n sEek, shOw sTaRts at 730~ beforE thE sHow wE went for DinnEr dEn wE wEnt tO watch ChinGAY~ it diDnt stArt thOugh beforE our sHow. LoL~ buT it wAs haLf wAy thRouGh wHEn wE finIsheD our shOw. WaHAhAha, thEn wE wAtchEd thE rEst of thE pArade, nOt vEry intEresTinG but it WaS nicE to waTch it with bAbY~ Got hoME aFtEr thAt, ovErslEpt on thE bus *ZzZZZ* likE 5 sTops frOm my sTop. AnD i wAlkEd. gOt homE, baThEd, tAlk to bAby on mSn foR aWhilE dEn i wEnt to bEd. ToO sleEpy lE. hAis, aLwAYs fEel tAt i dOnt spEnd enOuGh timE wiF bABy, anD tAt im aLwAys slEepY duRinG boOk outs. =(
Entry at 10:31 AM
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
hAhA~ in sOme sEnsE i diD sCrew up =/ but evErything thAts plAnneD wEnt As plAnnEd.. laSt nite celebrated valentines day with dEar, we were supposed to meet in the evening but her fren she was supposed to meet in the afternoon ps her~ so we met earlier.. *YaY*
Was happy to meet her earlier, BUT we didnt have anything to do till dinner time xD. We walked around the whole of OrcHard doin nooooothing, wanted to bring her to play pool but it was full. Then we had dinner at Spagheddies(dunno if i spelt right), really good foOd here *thanks JonAs* loL. Dunno why we ate so fast, we only spent around 30mins there. Walked her to the park beside IstAna to finD a place to rest, fOund 1.. managEd to sleep for a fEw minuteS before we got disturbed by MOSqUitOES. DamN sPOilers.. SpoilErs SpoilErs.. xD Took a stroll inside PS till the show started, Seoul rAiders~ grEat shOw! mUst waTch!
Went to rivEr anG bAo den to eSplanadE.. sO mAny ppL at EsplAnAdE *dAmn* but we FouNd a quieT plAce soMEhOw. *The following is what should have happened* Give her the presents, help her put on the necklace then give her a kiss. *But it didnt happen, instead it went like this* Gave her the presents, helped her put on the necklace but she turned around while I was helping her. It was so that I could see the joints for the necklace. BOoooO! LoLs. But its my fault la.. evErything still comes down to.. ShYYyy.. Hum Ji~ xD WanTeD to gEt hEr flowers!! but buying the flowers with her seemed abit weird.. I wanted to get them before mEetin her! but couldnt find the shop selling around my estate. ArGgGg.
Sent her home.. first time sending her home. LoLs~ I wanted to send her home many times le but she wouldnt let me. Den still complain to jOnAs i nevA -___-" so thiS timE dont care le.. must send her home. =P itS not bEcOz of joNas okAy! ivE aLways waNteD to sEnd her homE. Dunno why reach her home that arEa that timE suddEnly felt sO slEepy. My brAins coulDnt funCtion properly, hAis. Wanted to walk her to her lift den give her a kiss or something. but she wanted to send me to the road to take my taxi, I just said okay like that which I shouldnt have. LoLs.. thiS pArt of thE dAy is sCreWed UP! Hmmm buT at least now i knOw thE way to thE roAD myselF, dont nEed her to wAlk mE there le, sO next timE cAn send her to her house. ^^v
Reach homE.. bAthe anD slEep.. SOOO sLeepy.. ArgGg..
Entry at 2:55 PM
EnD of thE lonG hOlidAy~ GonnA gO baCk to cAmp lE.
I wAnnA sAy soRrY to bAby cOz i cOuldnt spEnd vAlentinEs dAy wiF yA on thE dAy itSelF.. wAnt tO gEt mC aLso cAnnot, mY sIr wArn lE.. SoRrY for thE scrEwed uP pARts of thE dAte tOo, hEhe..
Luv yA - YAnwEn
Entry at 2:48 AM
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Friday, February 11, 2005
Planning for a special event. Hope I dont screw up ;D
Entry at 3:24 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
What if I told you that god and the devil made a wager for the souls of all mankind. No direct contact with humans that would be the rule. Just influence, see who would win. Demons stay in hell, angels in heaven. They call it the balance. - Constantine
hAppy chinEse nEw yEaR!!!
Its been a week, and the end of sitest(3 days of fieldcamp). The days before sitest were pretty much as usual so Ill just start this entry from sitest =P . The sitest began with a 12km roadmarch, its like a never-ending torture trying to complete it. Felt weightless after the march when we dropped our fieldpack, SBO and rifle. After the march were lessons all the way till bed time, *phew*. The missions given during the next 2 days of sitest were like games to test I.Q. and leadership qualities. Building bridges, climbing cliffs and stuffs like evacuating casualties. Quite fun actually, the only downside is to travel from station to station AND CARRYING THE STRETCHER WITH A FATASS ON IT! xD
The end of sitest which is on saturday is the book out day too. And its at evening, AND we have to book in the next day at night. Went home straight right after reaching Pasir Ris, changed then came out to meet bAby~ Its quite a rush because she has to get home at around 2 or 3 coz she has to go to her grandma's place for reunion dinner on sunday. We watched Flight of the Phoenix, the preview didnt look very nice, the comments werent very nice on it either but its like the only show available =/ . It wasnt as bad as expected though, lol. Argg I miSs dear so muCh~~
Sunday~! Waitat, jOnAs, bOon howe and mE went shopping for new year clothings. First time I had so little time to shop but I still got what I want, wahahah. Got meself a pair of surf shorts(quiksilver), billabong shirt and a t-shirt from heeren, all together it cost me about $140 *OuCh*. Rushed back home after that, got changed and packed up went straight down to Pasir Ris and back to TEKong.
Quite bO liAo to book in on sunday and then book out on tuesday noon. Monday was so slack! its like the old PTP days, it was all free time and area cleaning till early evening where we had our ipPt test. Improved on chin-ups to 3times and the greatest achievement, 10.43 minutes for 2.4km run!!! Lol, damn happy, its like 1.2minutes improvement from my personal best and it couldve been better due to me forgeting how many laps I ran and only started sprinting for the finish line alittle too late.
Tuesday~! NEW yEar eVEEEE. Book out at 12, dEar came to fetch me at Pasir Ris~ sO happie to see her. Reached home with Bryan waiting under my block to pass me the tickets for Constantine I told him to book for me, ^^v. Went to PS to catch the movie, Tuesday Feb 08 2005 is the day I FIRST HELD A GIRLS HAND! lalAla~ bTw Constantine is a MUST watch and I think Im gonna watch it again. Again bAby had to get home early coz shes gonna be leavin for malaysia at around midnight to visit her relatives. At night, came out with Bryan and Elvin for daidee and drinks~ Won 2 buCks from thEm. hAha
HapPy chINese nEw yEar! WednesDay today, wEnt to my grandma's house to bai nian. Ate alot there even though Its always the same food grandma prepares, never gonna get sick of them. Hong Bao collected today adds up to about $70~ Like gets lesser every year =( And now Im at home staring at the computer feeling so bored. I miSs mY BAByyyyyyYyy.
Entry at 5:08 PM
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
Wahaha~ Today is a very special day, so its a must to blog about it!
Went out with yB yesterday evening, we actually wanted to visit a temple because she and her friend wants to pray for a friend. But we didnt because the place was too far I suppose. I wanted to go to the temple~ because something was going to happen last night but I guess I have to depend on myself, loL.
So we went for dinner at bK cinEleisure with her friend. While she was getting her meal, her friend told me she's feeling very depressed this week because of her studies and her CCA stuff. I already knew about it when I looked through the messages yB left me while I was away on field camp. Felt really bad because I couldnt be there for her during the week, so I must cheer her up. Didnt seem like I helped much though >.< But! The movie we saw helped alittle I think, alot of comedy in it.. well at least she laughed. =P
After the movie, its a little pass 1 midnight, so we decided to take alittle walk before going home. All the while till we reach her busstop Ive been wanting to ask her. We sat at the busstop chatting till her bus came.. was alittle weird cause I asked her to wait for the next bus, coz I couldnt find any courage to ask yet~! xD Alot of hinting around though.. haha. The next bus came, it was a street away, I still have not asked yet. I said "Hey.. ur friendster's profile.. ur looking for a.. boyfriend?" she nodded agreeing. Whats supposed to continue after that line didnt manage to speak coz the bus arrived. Actually I took too long to ask.. Haha. >.< The next 30 mins felt really bad, blaming myself for "humming" while walking to the taxi stand. I said to myself, Ill give myself 30 mins to think through thoroughly and just ask her through sms before its too late? After boarding the taxi, I msged her to ask. Waiting for a reply never felt so weird before~ Didnt get any reply till I went to bed at around 5. Sad, didnt know what happened because she didnt even reply anything. She didnt even 'miss call' me when she got home.
Woke up at around 11, was supposed to go queensway with Elvin but my dad came home telling me it was my grandma's birthday and we're going to her place to celebrate. Woke up in a really bad mood, dad was scolding my brother, had to pang seh a friend to go to my grandma's place, and more importantly because of u know what happen last night. Hey and I think it was because I just woke up. LoL~ Anyways she called telling me she fell asleep while waiting for her family to sleep so she could give me a call. But she fell asleep! -_-" At my grandma's place, I asked her about her answer. She said I wasnt sincere because I asked using sms. >.< not like I wanted to, hehe. Got scolded by my friends for this too, Ima failure k~! Hur hur. She said, before she gives me an answer, she wants me to answer a few questions. I answered and then she called, she hinted me to ask again on the phone. Lol, was alittle slow on it. But still managed to ask! and she said Yes~ Weeeee.. Didnt know how happy I was. Just so happy. Still so happy. ^^v
Promise Ill treasure her like nothing I had before.
Promise Ill make her happy and share her sorrows as much as Im able to.
Promise Ill do my best to be a good boyfriend. =D
Promise.
Hey and if your reading this. Stop putting so much pressure on yourself! Relax, just do the best you can in what you should do and you'll feel good enough to continue. Also that you have me, can gen wo su ku le~ Haha. ;D
Entry at 3:19 PM
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